Lamar Odom is opening up about his recent troubled past. It's the first time the former NBA star has acknowledged his regular drug use and broken marriage before being hospitalized on life support after a night out in Vegas.
Odom told Us Weekly, "I was hiding it for a while, but then I got frustrated and was like, f**k it." The ball-star also admitted that Khloe Kardashian knew he was doing cocaine the whole time, saying, "It was my drug of choice."
Odom also admitted to cheating on Khloe multiple times. "B*tches and THOTS came out of the woodwork. I wish I could have kept my d*ck in my pants." After Khloe filed for divorce in 2013, Lamar turned up his partying to a whole new level. He says, "I wasn't trying to repair my marriage; I was just trying to get high."
Lamar doesn't remember anything after the brothel in Vegas. "I was home by myself. Bored. I wanted to get out and have a good time. Looking back, I might have had a drink to get the mood started, but was I drunk or on drugs? Not at all. I remember lying in bed. Two women were in bed and then I fell asleep. That’s all. When I woke up four days later, I was trying to pull the tubes out of my mouth."
The Kardashian family was by Lamar's side as he recovered. Odom says Khloe was the first thing he saw, "She said, 'Hi, Mookah.' 'Mookah' is a name my mother used to call me. She said it to let me know I wasn’t dead."
Lamar says faith got him through the difficult time. Now, he says he's sober and clean and "It's a great feeling."